You how at times you think you got over something but turns out you actually didn’t. As it turned out, it hurts so much more than you can actually imagine, though you told yourself to brace for this as you have seen it coming before. Oh, yes. The pain hurts. Sorry, the truth hurts even more. I ought to get myself together and get over it now. But guess what I can’t. And I know you’ll want to know what happened, so please do just ask me.